I'm just trying to get fucked up
But when it's every night?
When it's every fucking night?
I'm just trying to get fucked up (x2)
I always promise myself
Whenever I get high
I'm not going to do this again next time
But I do and it's fun
'til it's not and I'm stuck (x2)
(Chorus)
As long as I'm different
As long as there's substance
As long as this feeling keeps clouding my judgement
(Fuck)
Is it really so wrong
To only be me when I'm gone
'cuz I think I forgot
How to be me unless I'm gone
(insert random scream)
No filters
No fucks
No one but me,
I'm free
I just keep getting fucked up
It's fucking me up (x3)
I just keep fucking myself up
I see her eyes, I see the promise of love
She'll give me happiness for a moment if I give up
I'm free to choose whichever shackles I want
I don't want to do drugs
But I don't want to feel sober
I don't want to keep living through every next day's hangover
But cool kids do drugs
And we're just having fun
So I'll do it again
'cuz I gotta fit in
And I'll do it again
'cuz we're just getting lit
(Chorus)
As long as I'm different
As long as there's substance
As long as this feeling keeps clouding my judgement
(Fuck)
Is it really so wrong
To only be me when I'm gone
'cuz I think I forgot
How to be me unless I'm gone
I don't know if the chains they tied me up with
Became rope
Why fight it
I've never been able to rip it
I never have
I never could
credits
released March 22, 2016
Fabio Cervantez, Sergio Chavez, Zaid Martinez, Andrew Johnson
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